DAIRY

The whole world has their eyes on you

To some the blink of their eyes is in envy of your prospect

While others hold you with heights of respect

Flowingly filled for adding fragrance to peoples heart

All rosy and beautiful

Until you get to a pool not too full

With a thought that I will just go through without a pull

But it has become my fool’s school

At every point when I remember the voice of the father

I take a look at the ladder

Have my actions taken me farther?

Remorse fills my soul and wants to shine brighter

Alas father, I fall deeper and deeper

Though my actions doesn’t get any stronger

But the thought of wanting to be better

Leaves me at the mercy of a guilty heart

Daddy’s voice calmly says I am with you always

Will I continue to say I am sorry?

Can’t I just hold on without doing what you don’t like?

I knowingly jump into the pit and later shout for help

Though he never complains, but I feel bad about myself

His seal within me tells me to look up to him

That sooner or later my life will sing hymns

So far I rely on him and stop living for myself

I refused to be condemned by myself

Take guilt out of my shelves

Put on the garment of repentance

And ready to live the life

Though fall has almost become a part of me

I will rely and stand up

On Christ the solid rock I stand

His blood though must not be abused is always available

Oh God! Help me not to misbehave again

For it is in my nature to be holy like you

For every other thing is considered loss for this gain

Once again my sky is blue

-          phlegvinyl